SP, I've been periodically checking in on your thread for several months since I joined the forum. At first it seemed like the happening fun place to hang out. It seemed as though you had a nice healthy, light way of confronting your troubles with wit and humor. After a while though the fun turned to sad for me because what I see is someone who seems to be in an all out verbal offensive against his reality. Maybe its time to stop...accept, feel, grieve and move on.
RSF
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09