Well, I realized something last night, I have friends that I can talk about all of that stuff with, great friends. I guess that I miss having someone there to see those things with me, in real time I guess is what I mean.
There are some great things that I have to be thankful for-
My doggies, especially thankful for the extra time that I have gotten with Emma, even if that is running out.
Work is a little sparse, but I do have two super cool jobs, I wish that either one was full time, but I am pretty lucky to be involved with the things that I am, and it is enough to pay the current bills.
I have a fabulous circle of friends.
I have a nice new home
Im doing really well in school
I have a reliable car that I love!
I have a fantastic family, mom and dad live close, I have great brothers and sister, and beautiful, healthy neices and a new adorable baby nephew.
I have a cozy comfy bed!
I guess I could go on and on!
Last night was the first time I have felt holiday-related-sad, but it was pretty short lived, by the time I went to bed I felt better. This year is also the first time in a while that I am really thankful for where I am in life. I feel much better than I did last year and thats great.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
