"PS... I really like your posts. I get you, but I wonder if Maria does?"
Trust me.. the second I think she does not get me... I will stop posting.
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"Dont tell me what I am doing..."
But that is the nature of the beast Maria. I point out what you are doing. People don't want to "hear" it. I have said many times before I am not great at suggestions. I am not living your life. I am not doing things that could effect your life. I can't step into your shoes and "Do Work" for you.
The simple fact remains.. you are the "leader" in this "stitch". You chose to post on DB.com because of that fact. You did not realize the "work" it would take. Winning and DB'ing is hard. Alot of times you will question if you are winning. That is part of the "walk". The "walk" most of the time involves lots of sacrifice's. You give up something of yourself to reach a "goal". Somewhere in the "walk" you will find yourself. Most of the time I "flare" up when you can change things.
"I need to get in the "mood""
Yes you do.
"Forrest has said for a long time that you need to "LEAD" and you need to do that sexually as well."
No.
You need to "lead" outside of the LL you know. Again.. we look back on when he responded to you. He responded to you when you were "giving". Everything about you was "giving".. you were in "Lifesaving" mode. You need to find the "happy" medium. Blend it all together.
I am headed to bed.
We will "see" what tomorrow brings.
Good morning.
Sunshine.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
