I just read your thread. Let me offer you a little comfort, and a pat on the back! Your epiphany at the kitchen table this evening, I FINALLY got after a SOLID YEAR of DB'ing (yesterday)!!!
Can I tell you what the result has been since?
An attentive, concerned, H!
They sense it, feel it, and, it appears, welcome it!!
Feel what you just felt deep, and live it... Keep on with that attitude, that STRENGTH!!!
I'm proud of you. I'm proud of myself for the first time in a year.
I'll keep checking in.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
