You are very smart to be making plans to stay busy during the holidays. It seems to be a time that is somewhat depressing to some folks even if they do not face what you are dealing with at the moment. When or if you feel yourself sinking, do whatever it takes to get you through to the next day. You can do it. You are getting to a good start now.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
