The only thing I'm scared of is the OMG I'm going to be single with 4 kids.
You can handle it. Use your gifts, resources, talents, friends, family and faith.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.