Why is she enjoying telling people I'm s*****g myself.
How could someone that I cared for like none other be getting so much joy out of hurting and saying stuff like that to people?
Do they ever realize how hurtful and feel the pain for what they put their spouse through or not.
I can't believe that I love this person that is relishing in being so hurtful and enjoying it.
This is what they do.
They have to convince themselves and others that what is going on is alright. They will say and do anything to avoid the real issue.
I know it hurts, but you have to remember that she isn't right. This is not your wife talking. She will never let you see it, but her mind is a mess right now.
Do your best to remind yourself of this. See it for what it is.
Hang in there buddy, focus on you and making this weekend a great one. Have any plans??
