"I already know you are going to point out the trend. When I become attached, they leave. When I am detached, they hang around."

Actually that wasn't what I was implying. I just wasn't sure if you were this clingy to all the people you've been with.

Seriously I think you are one person who needs to find companionship and asap. It's not a flaw or anything, sometimes there are those who need it. And let's face it, you've gone through this whole year staying stuck in this same place you are right now. No one's saying you need to find another wife. God knows you're not ready for that. But you keep twisting your beliefs saying how you're a stander, then want to give up, then assuming that the rest of us really want someone in our lives, when deep down it's what YOU want.

So go ahead and just do it already. Stop looking for validation and permission here to do what you want to do which is hook up with another woman. Just do it.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER