Since were doing a CS, its awkward. We bump into each other at home. H gives me hugs and kisses still. I kind of avoid doing that. Today, he actually asked me "do i have to give you hugs/kisses? how does this work?" I said "you dont have to do anything". he reached out to give me a hug and a light kiss.
he thinks this is all funny. I told him my uncle called and said "hi" and H says "haha, oh i guess he didn't get the memo". (about us). He considers us "broken up" i think, since were doing a CS. I am trying to keep this together, but it feels useless.
He is showing to me that he is a royal AHOLE.
Oh, and I asked him again, please, no hickeys on my neck. he started to say "oh why, you dont want someone to see them" and then says "well, it was just begging for it. i couldnt help it"... and "you got my arm" and i said, "yeah, but i asked you NOT to do that. theres a difference, please dont do that next time".
Im practicing "pushing" him back a bit. I only skimmed through DB, and while i dont want to get my hopes up, i really need to go back to it.
And, now he asked me if im home later to talk about "Bills"? How convenient. He is such a CHILD.
And, he comes in ranting about how he got stuck in the gym w/ a gay guy this morning...and how hes not going to work out in the am anymore unless its really early.. and goes on excitedly telling me this whole story.
Do i humor his stories and tales? Should i be glad he wants to speak w/ me? I dont have to be overly nice to be attentive right?
