Inviting W to Thanksgiving was the furthest thing from my mind. That would hurt too much. This is my first holiday thru this and I am not handling it well. From Halloween to tomorrow and I can't even begin to face Christmas, I am and will dread these days. This time of year meant so much to me, even Halloween. I wish I could go to an island until Jan. 2.
Nov. 4th was our anniversary and I handled it pretty well. Patted myself on the back. But the holidays, very different.
