Over the Shock and GALing 6

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It is still amazing to me that all of us sit here on this website and have so simliar of stories. How does it get to this point? How did we choose a wife so poorly?

I told my wife last night that she is ugly inside. She has no idea how this guy makes me feel. Yet she made a choice to do this. Not only with him, but to involve my sons. I felt like they were eating with the devil last night. She can't understand the anger a guy has when this is done to them. All I got was a sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. She has finally broke me to the core. I told her that I didn't have anymore feelings for her. This comes 4 days after our last couseling session where she said she now understands how an emotional affair can hurt me and that she won't doing anything else to cause an uproar in our house.

I took a picture of us on our second honeymoon, tore it up and left in her car. It just means I am emotionally done with her. She took every last ounce of hope I had and flushed it down the toilet. That picture hanging in our family room always reminded me of one of the happiest times in our lives. I thought there still maybe hope everytime I looked at that picture. Her actions yesterday showed me there is no respect, compassion, understanding at all. This just sucks and I ready to move forward to divorce.