I am spending my first Thanksgiving without my H and kids. I will get the kids for Xmas. The hardest part for me is not being able to spend the holiday with my children. This morning my H picked them up to drive out to his hometown/parents place. It was a very difficult morning. I didn't shed a tear, at least not in my H's presence.

So instead of sitting around feeling sorry for myself I will be joining another family for Thanksgiving dinner. I am going to try to stay very busy as thinking too much always leaves me in a place I don't care to be.


Me & H: 33 yrs
S: 4 & 6
D: 2
M: 9 yrs
ILYBNILWY: 8/09
SEPARATED: 9/09
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