You push, I'll pull.

[Kelly23]

I have started my own savings account and am getting things in order so I can leave when my youngest graduates in 2 1/2 years.

H and I do not talk unless we have to, have not had sex in over a year and make it a point to avois each other as much as possible. When he leaves, H still kisses me on the cheek and we do not fight, live more like roommates.

He told me Monday that he and DD are going to cook thanksgiving dinner here for us. We usually go to his family for dinner. I got up today and there were recipes written on paper that were not mine. I asked him where they came from and he said a lady at work. I am only here physically but it made me so mad that I tried to start a fight. Why am I feeling this way? He has done it twice so I am sure he will cheat a 3rd time. It just flew all over me. Why do I still have trouble detaching?