Thanks Deep, and Coach. Appreciate the guidance. I take responsibility for my actions/inactions. Not hers. I let her know that I am not ready to forgive...yet. It needs to be sincere and real. I need to gather my thoughts. She tried to jump my bones last night. I just held her all night, and told her I love her, not what she can do for me at the moment. I just wasn’t ready. Make up sex is for after an argument, not something this deep. Making love with my wife is much deeper than just mechanical sex. And that’s all it would have been if I complied. Right, wrong or indifferent, that’s how I feel right now. I'm not withholding or punishing, but I think it would only Cheap'n the gravity of the circumstances. or to coin a phrase, put lipstick on a pig.
Oblivious Me / W 47 EA 07/09 to ? PA ? M 13 Years
marriage is the most interesting event of one's life, the foundation of happiness or misery. GEORGE WASHINGTON, May 23, 1785