It's all kind of surreal still. I am just going through motions...feels like I'll wake up from this nightmare at some point. I've had this dream before. I didn't like it then either.

I have an oddly accepting perspective since last night. I truly have loved my W. I don't want to be the cause of her unhappiness. If this is what will honestly make her happy, I will just have to let her go.

That was hard to type...maybe the oddly accepting would be better described as coming and going.

Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.