maybe i'm not understanding this the whole way. if i'm dbing, aren't the choices i make about my life supposed not include any thought of what he would think or feel, wouldn't that be still holding the rope. i really don't know and i'm sure it would hurt him but who is the birth about, what about my hurt he is causing all through the pregnancy, he's gone 9 months before without seeing his d2.
i'm just looking for the best advice, i do not have to make the decision rate now in stone, it's how i've been feeling lately.
my ulitmate goal is reconcilation
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
