Gardener ~

Just had a chance to get on...

Going to bed early tonight since we have court at 8am tomorrow...

Had a mini breakdown earlier in front of my Dad...

Let's just say that no matter what I do/don't do say/don't say, it is always H's fault and well I get tired of it...

Then S informed me he would rather live with his Dad (as if pigs just flew out of my butt) and I took it as offensive...

Called him a traitor (I know I know) and couldn't understand why he has no loyalty to me and what H has done to all of us...

He just wants to live where life is easiest for him. (Sounds just like his Dad)...

I am not trying to turn my kids against their Dad, I haven't even uttered a bad word about H in front of them but damn a little anger towards HIM and not me would be nice for a change.

And that is my day in a nutshell...

I would accept some prayers for tomorrow from all of you that pray. smile

(((Hugs)))


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~