sadly during the course of our relationship i lost both my parents, grandparents and family. my people at work know but don't really say to much. i'm really against having him be there pretending he's family supporting me when he hasn't during the pregnancy. plus i'd like to make him suffer, i'm honnest but he took so much from me i am feeling vengeful towards him. in laws, jesus they hate my guts because i stand up formyself and owuldn't let their son walk over me, told them to stay out of our business and told him he had to cut off paying for anything with them when he would pay them first before me and daughter.
i've pretty much been on my own for the past 3 years, rely upon him for support which i never got.
there is an agency that may help me i just have to make the arrangements for them be in during the surgery and some aftercare.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
