All day today I have felt weepy and sad. Now I am emotionally exhausted. I just keep thinking about the fact that I will not spend Thanksgiving day with my kids. H is picking them up tomorrow morning to spend a couple of days with his folks. I miss the kids already and they aren't even gone yet. My heart aches.
I have plans with friends for the big T-day, but it is just not going to be the same.
So H just called me at work. He wanted to let me know that there is going to be a large credit card charge coming through for car repairs. He sounded frustrated/disgusted. His car needed new tires, new belts, new breakpads, and the list goes on. I let him tell me about the situation without making much comment. Then I finally said, that I was glad he decided to get all this maintenance out of the way before heading out of town with the kids.
Not much else to report, except that I am going to need all the help that I can get to make it through the next couple of days.
Stay busy. Very busy.
And, post here.
It may not be easy, but you CAN do this. What choice do you have?