All day today I have felt weepy and sad. Now I am emotionally exhausted. I just keep thinking about the fact that I will not spend Thanksgiving day with my kids. H is picking them up tomorrow morning to spend a couple of days with his folks. I miss the kids already and they aren't even gone yet. My heart aches.
I have plans with friends for the big T-day, but it is just not going to be the same.
So H just called me at work. He wanted to let me know that there is going to be a large credit card charge coming through for car repairs. He sounded frustrated/disgusted. His car needed new tires, new belts, new breakpads, and the list goes on. I let him tell me about the situation without making much comment. Then I finally said, that I was glad he decided to get all this maintenance out of the way before heading out of town with the kids.
Not much else to report, except that I am going to need all the help that I can get to make it through the next couple of days.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
