Its been almost two months since w dropped the bomb. Not much has changed in regards to our marriage. I think ive changed mentally and physically but still have lots of regrets and questions. Its been about two weeks since my surgery everything has come back a okay. Ive lost 29 pds so far! Yee-haw..Working out still sucks.
Im not sure if anything I do is working for our marriage. We only speak about the kids and even that is usually via text or very casually conversation. Im trying to work on 180's but when you dont see or talk to that person extremelly difficult.
Ive read lots of other post and its remarkable how identical peoples stories are. I wish some days I could turn back the clock and change the past. Then there are other days I think who has this person(w)become?
Does anyone find it strange that we have a 1 year old and a 3 year old and that on weekends like this past weekend. She doesnt call to say hello to her kids or even bother to check in to see how there doing. When i dont have them I always call to say hello to my son. Just a quick I love you buddy see you tommorrow.
Tommorrow is my d 1st birthday and she will be with her Mother. Its brings tears to my eyes to know I wont be with her on her 1st b-day. I dont know why my life has to be this way? Im planning a joint party for her and my son a week from Saturday. on my weekend.
I continue to go to counseling and sessions are going well. Feel like im making progress on opening up and working on me and things I want to correct and be better at.
One last thing I feel like my w is still so angry like I told her to leave or made her do this? She was the one that walked out! But she never seems happy with her decsion or maybe thats all I see? Not sure...
Me 39 W 33 Married 7yrs Together 10 2 children 3 and 1 Says"She's moving on with her life"