H is still with OW and I know he will never give that up. He hasn't for 9 years and honestly even if he says he is going to, I know it will just be lying. So I either keep up this getting closer and closer and get hurt, give him an ultimatum and set everything back, or just deal with the fact that I will never have the full love of my husband. Tough decision.
Awest,
Your signature line says you have been together for 6 years and married for 4. So that means your H has always been with an OW the entire time of your dating/marriage? If this is true, then he has never truly committed to you. Think about this please - you are ONLY 27, do you really want to spend the next 50 years sharing a man with someone else? You deserve so much more.
Your H says "he is thinking of you", well if he really "thinks" about you, he will clear the deck of distractions (OW) and start focusing on you and your marriage.
