OK, dirty maybe too harsh and you sure are on a roll here...

But I am going to be testing myself thru this -if it ever happens.

I have been trying to imagine how it would be like. Hoping that maybe he will feel so loving I will feel better about us. Sometimes I imagine him calling me his woman as he used to, while making love, some other times..., well, lets say, "my signal" gets hijacked and I see "scenes" from a dirty movie where I am not the star...

I'll be fine. I think all this is normal. But every step of the way, I am dealing with different emotions. I am learning as I proceed.
K


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Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009