Originally Posted By: Gardener
Originally Posted By: givingitmyall
C is re-M'd, and he told me a while back that his 1st W went through the motions of MC just to let him down easy.
Are you saying you suspect this? I believe my STBXW did this.

Originally Posted By: givingitmyall
Last day or so, and especially tonight, I feel no pull towards W, none. While I didn't do it intentionally, I found myself pulling back from her tonight. The more I pulled back, the more she pursued with conversation. At times, she rambled about the things she needed to do before Thanksgiving. Sorry W, I'm just not feeling it right now. And I'm beginning to wonder if I want to feel that with her again.
One of those nights.....


Sorry about the quote within a quote - I know how much you like that.

I'm not down. Emotionless is a better way to describe it. Unintentionally emotionless.

As for whether W is just going through the motions, I don't know, but it would not surprise me. Either that or she is willing to give this one last hail mary.

But, it doesn't really matter why she has agreed to go. I can't mindread why she agreed to go anymore than I can control the outcome of MC.

I'm good tonight. Just in a reflective sort of mood.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current