Had an IC session today. Really mostly just to wrap up before W and I start MC. I will talk with W tomorrow about which MC's I want to use.
My C said he was surprised W had not changed her position in 6 months of DB'ing and was surprised W changed mind about MC. C is re-M'd, and he told me a while back that his 1st W went through the motions of MC just to let him down easy.
I don't expect anything from MC, but if anything happens, it has to be in the positive direction. I mean, I can get any more D'd than I am on track for now.
Last day or so, and especially tonight, I feel no pull towards W, none. While I didn't do it intentionally, I found myself pulling back from her tonight. The more I pulled back, the more she pursued with conversation. At times, she rambled about the things she needed to do before Thanksgiving. Sorry W, I'm just not feeling it right now. And I'm beginning to wonder if I want to feel that with her again.
