Thank you...I wish I felt as strong as I sound however it ebbs and flows...I act "as if" until I know it is complete within me. Same thing. Same here, too.
As for the role models ~ Our Pastor is more then willing as is my Dad (we live with my parents right now), also shockingly enough the detective in the trespassing case has reached out to him, came to see him at school and let him know anytime he would be right there...All of this is good news I didn't know/forgot that you were with your folks. Grandpa, that's great.
My S did (unbeknownst to me) sign up for a mentor through his school who comes and visits him once a week - A man from the nearby military base who S seems to really enjoy talking to...Better and better. Blessed.
I know H has repeatedly stated he would be there for the boys no matter what however his actions sure speak louder then his words. Pffft!
Here is another bump in my journey ~ Received a text message from my brother tonight stating I needed to get my stuff out of his storage unit by next Thursday... So now with no money, I have to find a storage unit, rent a truck, hopefully find some men to help move things otherwise I get to move all the furniture with maybe my S to help all within a weeks time...Bump. Ouch!
I also have to work 6 days a week and have court on Wednesday for the trespassing charge.
Tell you what - When the enemy has his sights set on you, he is relentless Yeah, but you're still standin'! Keep hangin in'.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
