Because I was being childish and spiteful and didn't want to share my toys because she didn't want to play with me anymore.

Don't have a much better answer than that. Anger and frustration has kicked in hard, and I acted childishly stupid.

Yeah, I know...how's that working out for me? Not very good internally or externally.

Me 45 WAW 36
S8
T 15 M 12
Multiple PA's since 6/07
W moved out 10/25/09
I filed D 12/29/09
Sitch