PLEASE HELP! - About to completely LOSE IT!!!

[aflowergurlie]

Thanks for the encouragement Sandi & R2C!

Friday night - I got home and H had left as usual.

Saturday - I left early morning to go out of town with a friend for the day. Had a great time! Got home early evening around 8:00pm and no H for the rest of the night.

Sunday - I was home and had a strong premonition that H might pop up for some reason. [With this, I've been having more of a feeling like he is starting to take more notice of when I'm home or not, or maybe out of his curiosity he is wanting to know if I'm home or not.] Sure enough, right on cue, early afternoon I heard the garage door. I closed my bedroom door and got in shower and was getting myself dressed to leave. Never saw H as he just took the 4-wheeler and trailer and left. I left for the rest of the afternoon and evening. I got home around midnight. Few minutes after I got home, with all my stuff still in my hands, H got home and came in kitchen door. H looks at me with smile on his face and says "Oh, what did you just get home to?" I just smiled and said yes and then walked out of kitchen to my bedroom and went to bed. Very surprised that he was home again on a Sunday night.

Today - I was at the house when H came home for lunch. I stayed in my room with door half open. Walked out to tell H a quick something about my car tags money I'm giving to him. Think I had a little bit of a tired voice because H in office, asks me when I'm in the kitchen a few minutes later "Are you ok?". AFG "Yes, why?" H "Oh, you just seemed a little short." AFG with surprised voice "Oh, no, sorry, I'm good."

I went back to my room and was on my computer. H decides to come in and tells me he wants to play me something on my computer and have me listen with his earphones. I let him pull up the song, and it was one I've heard a million times lately, so I just said yes, I've heard that already a bunch of times. Unplugged his earphones without listening to the song and gave them back to him. Then he just made a little small talk about the song and I went back to what I was doing and he left my room. Little later he left and went back to work.

I went out with girlfriends for dinner tonight. Came home and H still not home yet. Most likely at the gym or maybe gone for the night.
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