Just so you know... 2

[bluerain]

I know that it is something that I need to let go, I guess that Im not sure how. Just when I think that Ive worked through it, something triggers it. Im not sure that I will ever not at least have a little voice in my head about it, but I dont want it to ruin my morning like it did today.

I do absolutely blame him. His choices and his actions have put me in the situation that I am in today... But, I dont have to let that define me, you are right, and it is time that I really work on that.

I guess that I had hoped that after nearly two years of this junk I could maybe start being a regular 27 year old again!