Just so you know... 2

[bluerain]

Ok. I went to the beach, it was super icy still though, so I didnt run, just walked for a while... very carefully!

So I have been involved with someone for a little while, maybe 2 months or so, and it was his birthday today. I went to his fb to post a happy b-day message and there was another girl on there who said "happy birthday sweetie!" Now, I dont know who this woman is, or why she would call him sweetie- there are about 7000 other reasons that she might. But I instantly went straight to an A of some kind.

Now really, Im not mad at him, I am furious with my X. This is my baggage, and I cant blame this poor new guy for it. But I wouldnt be jealous and suspicious, and paranoid if it werent for X's crap! I hate these feelings, and I have never had to deal with them before X's A. I am not a happy girl today.

I still havent talked to BF about it. Im not sure how to bring it up, seriously, the message was pretty innocent, and this isnt his issue, its mine. I dont want to become an angry paranoid crazy lady whenever some other female speaks to my partner!