Then we got into a whole thing of how it was all my fault and that what I did drove her to cheat on me.
You are responsible for the things that you have shouldered and talked about on your threads, and you did everything you could to make amends for those things, including changing...but you are NOT responsible for her decision to cheat on you. She is 100% responsible for THAT, regardless of what she says or how she feels!
Ludicrous, despicable, and disgusting!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.