WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

I am trying to stay positive and optimistic. I know realistically I've only been out of work 10 days and with this holiday season not much will happen before the new year.

I got an email response from her relative to the custody. She never called so she came back with the same crap she asked for back when she moved out. I responded that sending emails back and forth is not productive and if she wants to try and work out an agreement we will need to talk and it will require movement on by both parties. She didn't respond

When she picked up the boys tonite, I asked why she didn't call to discuss like she said she would. She said that she didn't see the point because we were so far apart. I told her that's why we need to talk. Then she said that we haven't been able to before so why should it be different now. Then we got into a whole thing of how it was all my fault and that what I did drove her to cheat on me. That's when the conversation got worse.....

I stopped probably 10 minutes too late buri ended it with she has been acting selfishly through all her actions and I don't know why I thought she wouldn't in this case

So it was a waste of my time and breathe....

I did buckle up the boys in her car and gave them both big hugs and kisses ad said I would talk with them tonite

So goes another day

Forward motion...