Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

P17,
I seriously doubt you will never see your W again. Please reread success stories on this forum as well as other forums.

I do read the success stories and they give you hope. I don't think I will see or hear from W again. Why would she contact me?

Why is NC this time so much harder than last time? Or is it?Is it because of the letter?

I have been trying to understand why it's so much harder this time. I don't know. All I have come up with is that during those 10 days of NC I knew at the end of it there would be contact. Not it's all so final.

I have 2 e-books; one is called "Break Free From the Affair" and the other is called "The Magic of Making Up" but they both have much of the same advice as DivorceBusters and Divorce Remedy (READ THOSE BOOKS AGAIN).

I like the Fast Forward Technique - I think I will give that a try.

Thanks newmama.