Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

P17 So far this is not a very good go at no contact.

Reread your letter. And only do the actions outlined in your letter.

No more.

Anything more is fence sitting.

I'm not sure what you mean. I thought I did what I had to do under awkward circumstances.

Last Wednesday, W had arranged to be here. Since then I sent the letter and assumed she understood that NC meant 'dont come around on Monday'.

She came around after I had sent the letter and said she didn't understand it. I had to explain what it meant. Basically I repeated what the letter said, ad-libbed a little and that was it.

If you are referring to the card, I did that for D. She wanted to give her it but by that time W had left.

My own take is that the letter was crystal clear in what it meant. NC means NC. I feel that W was testing me.