Worked with my IC on Friday to do a better job of expressing my needs. Which at least I did express Friday night. Bottom line it's just all about him. He just has become an arrogant jerk!
He can't live life under a microscope. He's trying to fall back in love with me and this just pushes him away... blah, blah, blah!
Oh yeah - he admitted he didn't tell me about the phone call from her as a test to see if I was still checking the phone records. I told him continued contact with her and him not working on his short-temperedness were things that would keep me from falling back in love with him.
So I'm just GALing away. Kind of turned off by him right now. Sermon at church on Sunday was around 1 Corinthian 13:4-8. Love is patient...always trusts... There were things in it for both of us. So that's just what I'm going to do, keep praying for guidance and keep improving myself - just taking it one day at a time. Just focusing on what's in my control and letting go of what's not.
Happy Thanksgiving - I hope you and your family have an enjoyable holiday together.
