here we go again

[Jstar]

I've been on here various times over past 2 years. Obviously the sitch still remains.

Latest update: I'm 7 months pregnant in high risk pregnancy, fight each day keep baby alive, work take care of house, dogs and cats and 2 year, all by myself. I have no family/friend support.

Last 2 convos with WAH was he wanted to leave his tools and stuf at my house because "he plans on working things out with me" after the whole weekend of silence. He pickes up my D2 at my work 645 am since he doesn't work a real job (he picks up scrap metal to pay for his truck)not any of the household bills, diapers, my meds to keep baby alive: to take back to his place/his mother's.

I think I slipped this morning, I was trying to be doing LRT and read him that his behavior and choices are appauling, he does nothing but make my life, kids life harder then necessary. i told him he has not provided any support for months and is a dead beat dad.

I have this birth in about 2 weeks, will be csection and have to contact an agency to take me to the hospital, hold my hand in surgery and help take care of me and 2 kids after birth, go back to work after a week so I can pay for my mortgage, food, etc.

We went to one counseling session: counselor said committ to working ur marriage out for example, 60 days, work each day, eliminate the people who are against the marriage working out and committ to your family. He did nothing with it.

Advice?