Moving on with my life!

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The weekend was nice and quiet actually. We were home alot as baby had another cold. We went months without one and now have had 2 in 2 months. Guess its the season.

Exh called on his way home yesterday very upset. He found out his d15 was at his house when he was away and brought her friends and bf. He found empty beer cans in the trash and evidence that there was some sexual stuff going on. He ended up going to the sherriff to see what his options are as the boy is 19. Funny how exh can possibly pursue legal action against this kid, but I am the horrible one for turning him in for his drunk driving. So mid morning...exh just drops by my house. I wish I was better prepared to ask him to leave, but I didn't. He stayed for 15 minutes and left. Never heard from him again until 5:00 and he said his usual goodnite baby for me text which means "my girlfriend is coming over so this is the last you will hear from me".

I am mad at myself because I ended up being his friend again yesterday. I was his shoulder and advice giver when he needed one and then he skips back to his other life. I wish I could catch myself quicker. Its probably no big deal but I end up feeling like a doormat again.