Yes, the purse is MUCH better than the Ipod. Too expensive if you ask me but hey..., I cant complain about that, right!!? He made a big effort. He bought something he knows I LOVE and not something I need. He had to go downtwon, took a lady friend with him for advice. She suggested another place but he said he wanted to go there because of the quality or something similar.
Last night he said he feels things are goingis it that he finds difficult. He said facing me, my feelings, the way I am cautious and careful, he says he sees my feelings on my face all the time. I told him I have big questionmark lack of sexual desire. Unfortunately he asked something I didnt get and I got upset and ended the conversation before I got any answers. But he seemed to "know" it is an issue. Adn he was surprised when I said I feel like I am ready to start my sexual life now. Ready and willing and mature. That I feel apsolutely great and sensual and that lack of sex alone is a dealbreaker for me.
I should have acted differently and maybe gotten some insight from him. Instead I was upset and defensive and ruined the convo I started. K
