I think I am out. I can't keep doing this...nothing has really changed, but although H said those things on Friday, today he is talking like he isn't planning on being here any time soon, and yes Lucky, I am pretty sure he thinks he is going to come home and still have her and that is not an option. I am going to get through this week, get through thanksgiving, and S's surgery...then I am DONE! I am tired of fighting. I have nothing left. He has won, I have lost and that is that. Has he made some good baby steps, sure, but are they real, I doubt it, and I am done being his "family". I am done!


Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52
2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg
3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89