Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

since waking this am i have been missing x. not marriage - not that life -but him. i miss him today.

and in church thoughts of him - his humor, his smile and his friendship stayed in my mind..... i prayed for him.. and yes even prayed for his return yet again.

but my mind/head know different. the only way he would ever even try to start over is if he first healed himself... and i just can't believe that he would even try --- so i will continue to let him go ..

it is truly like a slow death.... i miss him.