guys i backslid yesterday,let the emotions get the best of me.
d had texted mom, the friend had called wife, all hell broke loose.
wife called me, i defended myself in some areas, stepped on a couple land mines. she stated again she is divorcing me.
i did text her, i know d texted her to go back to a cnslr,etc.
my text,"we all love you,we just want you to see someone to help you.just like if roles were reversed WE know how good ou are and this is a gift wife and you saw it coming in june,july and august you told me enough to protect all of us.
Which is true in July she said to me, listen you've got to focus on you and the kids, something is going on with me.
yesterday in her tirade she said quit focusing on her, said i'm not and she said good. also know i said to wife we do have a lot in common,we're not incompatable,but i don't need you, want you, but don't need you.
i don't know if a mlc'er actually remembers a convo or not, i know when their angry all kind of venom comes out, so who knows, Do You?
I did make mistakes yesterday, big one asking that friend to pray for wife.
only control myself, but i need to control my mouth, everyone is used to me wearing my emotions on my sleeves, so what i used to say would've been nothing, now it's everything.
And with her friend it wasn't a vent, didn't say one bad thing about wife. BUT I REALIZE NOW AS I SHOULD'VE BATTLE LINES HAVE BEEN DRAWN AND ANYONE THAT WAS A MUTUAL FRIEND, REALLY ISN'T MY FRIEND RIGHT NOW.
