I just discovered that W took all the cash (about $1500-2000) from the cash drawer. We've been using it to pay for MC. I simply didn't think she was up to this yet, and I feel so foolish.
So I get it, tonight is about D17, but am I really not supposed to say ANYTHING about this between now and when W either leaves town and/or serves me with papers?
I'm don't trust myself at all, and my thoughts are all over the place! I just see W pushing my buttons and this all exploding one me. I can't believe she is doing this, and that I've STILL been trusting her. I think i've still had a small glimmer of hope that she would come to her senses, even though I've been trying to get away from it. I just thought the way things were, that she would be doing at the soonest before xmas. i feel so foolish and played.
I did see a lawyer a week after the bomb; and I called a little while ago and left a message.
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