Move over... I 'm moving back......

[sandycay]

Well it seems H forgot to tell anyone in his family that he left again... so dealing with the fall out this morning.

Nothing like a phone call from a family member to check in and drop that bomb on them. They are so angry and hurt. They can't believe he did that after me taking him back last time.

Anyway, doesn't do my MOJO any good to have to rehash any of this stuff.... H has really detached from everyone and everything. Too bad for him. His family will love us both and they won't pick sides (which is good for him).

I am currently opening a new FB page for my kids, his family, and my kds friends so I can keep all that seperate from my new life. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable as I move forward.

Last night was a bit lonely as by happenstance I ended up being home along all night.. Big mistake ... but I don't know that sitting somewhere by myself would have made in difference.

I have spent loads of time by myself... before marriage and during marriage.. so it's not that I have a problem spending time by myself... I miss what everyone else is missing. Companionship....

Anyway, maybe if H will spend time with kids tonight I can get out. I have been invited to take Salsa lesson and attend the dance after.... now where's my slinky dress?