I know how you feel.........our anniversary was in Sept.....I dont think they remember that special day ......when I was 22 I was a WAS 32 yrs. ago.....never did return but I never gave it a second thought.....I just did away with that in my memory....when I look back at that first marriage when I hurt my 1st husband as mine has hurt me I feel such shame....how could I of hurt someone who loved me so much.....same thing with the way I have become a LBS. My mom has always say that what we do here on earth to hurt someone whether it be our spouses,friends,family we will reap what we have sown...as in karma...this must be my karma for that pain of betrayal I imposed on my 1st husband.he is dead now but I did ask him for his forgiveness I pray he heard me
