Went out for a beer after work with an old friend. GAL is tough for me, but when I manage to make myself do something I enjoy it.
Must mention again just how much "No More Mr, Nice Guy" is the perfect book for me. I wish I had read it years ago. It's helping me to find me. I know that sounds corny, but I lost myself over the last 20 years. I became a husband, father, and employee and that's it.
Lately, I am not nearly as scared of the final outcome as I was. I am finally starting to feel "normal". I know things will be tough again after the move out and then again after the XMAS vacation, but I am getting better prepared every day.
As for busting my divorce, since there is no mention of that and no legal stuff, we are not about to get divorced. So, to some extent I have not failed.
My WAW has signed a one year lease, and in that time we will find out what will happen to our marriage. I would say the chance of reconciliation is low, but not impossible.
