holidays are hard.
we have to remember it is a "Season" and remember we did make it through last year... and for some the year before (etc).

painful, heart wrenching, aching.. yes.

but we are here - becoming whole...
nope - doesn't take the pain away -- but helps me remember that the pain will leave again... at least for awhile

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again