d1, Nothing wrong with feeling the way you do, it's how you respond that counts. I looked up your original thread. Your W is a piece of work. You need to read up on boundaries, detachment and validating. I would also look for solid evidence of a affair, lots of red flags in your posts.
I would recommend starting a thread in Newcomers, more traffic here. I would go back and re-read what Sandi and 25 posted to you - it was solid advice. Lastly, I found that my business, military, sports and coaching experiences all helped me DB. You can handle it.
Cheers Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
