This feeling you have, these thoughts in your head, until/unless you are 100% positive you are done with your husband, you stand an amazing chance of hurting some poor person who doesn't deserve it, and if you do hurt someone you're the type of person who will hurt themselves in the process as well.
It is not worth it Kalni. It really isn't. It is a horrible feeling to live with.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK