Yes, it does. Stop being a victim, very unattractive. A victim has things done to them out of their control. A leader sees the situation, makes a plan, and moves forward. Choose your own path, considering the brutal reality of where you are. You have choices in how you handle things. The anger stems from feeling out of control. Reread your post, you give her control over you.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.