Well, It is over between wife and me. I did everything I was not suppose to do. I went over to house and told her that I am moving back in this weekend, she said no your not. I said yes I am. I said your the one who is not happy and wants to be alone so you should move out. Then she said you wont be able to afford this place on your own. Then she threatened filing papers tomorrow, and that house will go up for sale. Then I said the past 15 yrs you have used me and used me as your stepping stone to get where your are now. She said that she felt used also. She said I am not going to disrupt D17 life her final year of school. I then said that you do what you have to do. If you want to file papers tomorrow then go for it. Then I walked out. She then called me to say that she does want us to be civil through this. She did say that she has no feelings for me and that it is not fare to you. She said this has never been about you. It has always been about me. Ofcourse then I plead and beg her to reconsider that our marrige is worth something. After things really calmed down I asked her if I was a good husband to her and father to D17. I asked her if she respected me? She said yes. And then I asked her if she had ever cheated on me. She said no. Then she said she was "different person and that I know who my real identity is". I told her that I will always love her and cherish our life that we shared and that I will miss her. I told that I have never regretted once getting involved with her. I said that I wish you all the best and that I hope someday you can meet someone to make you happy. I dissapointed a few people on this board and I am sorry. I did everything I was not suppose to do. I am not sure if I even want the house now. There will be just to many memories. I will start a new life and create new memories. I guess the best thing to come out of this is that I dont have to be in "limbo" anymore and I know what direction I am going now and it wont be with her. It is a big load of my chest.
Re-read your entire post, you're all over the place and you know why, she knows how to pull your strings, she controls you very well, you're a good little doggy. She got what she wanted and you're not home yet are you? Yes you demanded to go back home, she wanted to see if you were really man enough to go back home, so she threatened you with some stuff and you folded and she had you, "nice he's still weak, let's play with him a little" and she did and it worked, worked very well. And aren't you the nice guy, you hope she can meet someone new to make her happy - UGGG!!! Love it, that's a real attraction booster if I ever heard of one, please meet someone new, I'm not man enough for you and I'll admit it to you and hope you can find another man to have sex with and share your life with. And then you put the cherry on the sunday by trying to convince us that you're not going to live in limbo and that it's a huge load off your chest - nice! Thanks for telling us that, I'm sure you want to convince someone of that crap because you know you're not convinced of it.
MAN UP!!!
GEEEZ!!!!
Go back home, I'll say it enough times today until you get sick of it. You want your wife & family back, you sure aren't showing that to me or anyone else here and you aren't showing that to your wife either. Are you interested in getting any of that back or more importantly are you interested in living a life where you are comfortable and choose the direction it goes in? You aren't going to accomplish any of that acting like the wuss you've displayed so proudly for us in your posts.
GO BACK HOME!
Do you require me to write this in other languages so that it's easier to understand?
